trying to better at thirty >>>>
2016 : The year I turned thirty , For me its a new chapter and new venture for me to create . I have the burning desire to make the next ten years count . I have wasted my education and youth trying to supporting some else dream . Now is the time to make my dreams real .
" Without dreams we will not have goals " I live by this . I have huge dreams and without them I would not have turned them into reality . I hope to create new dreams and make them a reality .
It seems I am surrounded by human beings who don't ave their own dreams but instead they keep taking mine . I don't know whether to be flattered or annoyed . I work hard , I am smart and I will conquer any hurdle thrown at me .
I am random in my thoughts and I have learnt to deal with that , I want to be me , I want to embrace me !!!
Tuesday, June 7, 2016
Saturday, April 18, 2015
Anger …just an emotion
Anger
Definition : "Anger or wrath is an intense emotional response. Often it indicates when ones basic boundaries are violated. " wikipedia .
An intense emotion that sometimes brings out rage , especially when my boundaries have been violated. People are selfish and ignorant to the way others feel , because they are so tired up in their own wants and beliefs that they can't see others .Useless conversations, arguments and so called discussion attempting to resolve an issue that cannot be understand nor explained .
I live in a country where people are currently attacking people who are from other countries in Africa , so ignorant and blind to fact that these people are human beings , Gods children , flesh and blood …. but they insist on violently attacking and abusing people they don't know based on the fact that they are foreign Africans. its so sick . When people say count your blessing because their is always someone out there that has a bigger problem than you do ,sometimes it is true . My anger and hurt is minute compared to the people who are being attack and the people that are attacking them , their justification is wrong but was anyone even listening to their treats .
I pray for peace in our country and peace in our lives .
Definition : "Anger or wrath is an intense emotional response. Often it indicates when ones basic boundaries are violated. " wikipedia .
An intense emotion that sometimes brings out rage , especially when my boundaries have been violated. People are selfish and ignorant to the way others feel , because they are so tired up in their own wants and beliefs that they can't see others .Useless conversations, arguments and so called discussion attempting to resolve an issue that cannot be understand nor explained .
I live in a country where people are currently attacking people who are from other countries in Africa , so ignorant and blind to fact that these people are human beings , Gods children , flesh and blood …. but they insist on violently attacking and abusing people they don't know based on the fact that they are foreign Africans. its so sick . When people say count your blessing because their is always someone out there that has a bigger problem than you do ,sometimes it is true . My anger and hurt is minute compared to the people who are being attack and the people that are attacking them , their justification is wrong but was anyone even listening to their treats .
I pray for peace in our country and peace in our lives .
Tuesday, March 17, 2015
Birthday Week
2015 better be my year , I have the best birthday week . I enjoyed my high performance driving experience with BMW , I loved the skid pan the most , the care BMW 135i M is a beautiful machine . So unbelievably shocked that after 10 years of knowing the man he actually listened to me .
My sister made the best cake I have enjoyed in a while , I am starting to put on weight which is a bonus, so tired of people saying " OMG you are so thin cant believe you had a baby ".
I had to party nights , have done that in a long time , my son let me have adult fun , by sleeping early . It all end of nicely with a beautiful lunch and cocktails . Wonderful week
Looking forward to the year to come , gaining my confidence , focusing on getting a new job and manifesting our business plans .
Focus Focus Focus ... Thats what its all about ....
2015 better be my year , I have the best birthday week . I enjoyed my high performance driving experience with BMW , I loved the skid pan the most , the care BMW 135i M is a beautiful machine . So unbelievably shocked that after 10 years of knowing the man he actually listened to me .
My sister made the best cake I have enjoyed in a while , I am starting to put on weight which is a bonus, so tired of people saying " OMG you are so thin cant believe you had a baby ".
I had to party nights , have done that in a long time , my son let me have adult fun , by sleeping early . It all end of nicely with a beautiful lunch and cocktails . Wonderful week
Looking forward to the year to come , gaining my confidence , focusing on getting a new job and manifesting our business plans .
Focus Focus Focus ... Thats what its all about ....
Wednesday, February 25, 2015
Female relationships are complicated
Complicated ...
We have a group of friends that started of as friends or acquaintances because our husbands/boyfriends are friends . So friendship does not come naturally as women always make it more complicated than it needs to be . The usual clique either chooses whether to like the new individual or not , "never saying it out loud of course " , always a gesture or body language makes the other feel uncomfortable . ( yes this does not just happen in high school ) .
Eventually over a few drinks or a stressful circumstance the clique finds that :" this person is not so bad , we have something in common ." The friendship begins the group gets along until the new girls arrives ....lol ....insane right ?
A spa session last night created a bonding session with two of the girls. We actually had a lovely evening , with no complications , just relaxation , good food and great company , I hope to have many more ...
We have a group of friends that started of as friends or acquaintances because our husbands/boyfriends are friends . So friendship does not come naturally as women always make it more complicated than it needs to be . The usual clique either chooses whether to like the new individual or not , "never saying it out loud of course " , always a gesture or body language makes the other feel uncomfortable . ( yes this does not just happen in high school ) .
Eventually over a few drinks or a stressful circumstance the clique finds that :" this person is not so bad , we have something in common ." The friendship begins the group gets along until the new girls arrives ....lol ....insane right ?
A spa session last night created a bonding session with two of the girls. We actually had a lovely evening , with no complications , just relaxation , good food and great company , I hope to have many more ...
the beginning
In the beginning God created the Heaven and Earth , he made all the things that we don't appreciate any more in 6 days and on the 7th day he rested . Rest , a word not commonly used in my vocabulary because we always on the go . work , business , baby , life . I have decided to put my thoughts in my blog because I am tired . Tired of being misunderstood, tired of being the under dog because I choose silence over insult , tired of the negativity .
Today I choose , I choose myself , I choose my friends , I choose the people who I want to be around , I choose the path I want to follow ( with the Guidance of the Almighty) . I choose me .
Life is unpredictable and sometimes most us of us cannot cope with the change that we don't plan or foresee. We like pattern and structure , but life is not always that way for most people . We go through constant trials and tribulations and matter we cannot control . So much so , that we lose control .
These are just my thoughts and opinions.
As I go on , I hope to find out what it all means and where I am suppose to be ....
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